just a quick message to let you know we have a open circle night at mother natures way
http://www.atus.co.uk/wicca
It starts at 9pm standard GMT time tonight,(tuesday).
You can kick back and get to know your fellow members, and swap ideas and experiences.
All Welcome.including guests So fly on by and pull up a broom.
We look forward to seeing you all. BB, Enchanted Willow
Oh just to let you all know i will be online from about 8pm standard
GMT time. when you arrive just leave a message here or in the shout box
letting everyone else know that you are in the chat room. because when
you login to the chat room some of you may disappear from the members
online list.
hope to speak to you all tonight.
oops nearly forgot, if your new to the chat room. the login is as follows..
your user name without spaces, no password is required.
guests you don't need to sign in to site to join in with us in chat
room, just come up with a screen name. hope to see you there.
I got to hear the babies heart beat the other day, it was well strong. and
everything is ok with the baby and me.. i took my mum and my nephew to the antinatal clinic. and they both got to listen to it to, my mum had a grin from ear to ear.. lol it was the second time she has been able to listen to her grandchildrens heart beats. the other child was my nephew, the 15 year old that had joined us at the clinic.. how bizzare. lol
I also had to sit and wait my turn to volunterally be bleed dry , four
amples of blood they took from my arm. god i hate needles.. thought i was gona pass out right there and then... "shivers" my nephew did his best to keep my mind off the huge needle sticking out of my arm but it just didnt work. i felt white as a ghost.
Well scan went great.. i nearly pee'd myself on the table but hey it was all worth it just to see the little one wiggling about all over the place, kicking the legs and waving the arms, it was like the baby was putting on a show just for me, to say " im fine mum, im strong. no need to worry anymore." and it worked, im now more relaxed and so happy. i am now looking forward even more to the future and what it holds for me.
I have pictures and the next time i go up my mums she is going to scan them onto her pc so i can add them to here.
They worked out by the size of the baby that im only 11 weeks. which is
strange due to my dates not matching and my stomach being so big. but
hey at least everything is ok. i cant ask for anything else. will keep
you all updated on mine and wriggles progress.
The midwife was a lovely lady, and she phoned today just to check everything was ok with me and the baby, she asked how the scan went.. its nice to know she is gona be there when i need her, no matter how big or small the worry.
well its almost time.. i have my first scan tomorrow at 12pm. im so nervous.
i get to find out how far i actually am and if the baby is healthy. i intend on getting a scan picture so i will (excuse the pun...) scan the pic onto my pc and share it with the world.. hehe
please could you all send me and my baby blessings, let tomorrow go well, i am dreading i get some bad news or something, and as you are all my support network i know i can count on you all.
i will come on as soon as i get home and let you all know how things went.
were do i start? things not going so great, lately ive been trying to work and only get 3 maybe 3 1/2 hours sleep a day as i work nights. my partner and his kids are not being very surportive. making noise all day and then expecting me to still go to work.
the other day i was sent home because i fell asleep at the till. can you believe it. i just cant go on any more, not like this. and yesterday i just lost it and started crying. i feel so low and dont know what to do anymore. i need the surport of my partner but it looks like thats not going to happen.
in a fit of rage and annoyounce with the family i said i would quit doing nights if they cant let me get 8 hours sleep, as i need it now more then ever, what with me preg, then im not working. simple.
i dont think he believed me, because when he woke up at 11.30 last night and i was still at home he started to go off on one. why are you not at work, you cant quit, bla bla bla.. money money money.
it seems the money i bring in each month is more important then mine and the baby's health. what should i do? im so confused.
thought i was gona pass out right there and then... "shivers" my nephew did his best to keep my mind off the huge needle sticking out of my arm but it just didnt work. i felt white as a ghost.