were do i start? things not going so great, lately ive been trying to work and only get 3 maybe 3 1/2 hours sleep a day as i work nights. my partner and his kids are not being very surportive. making noise all day and then expecting me to still go to work.
the other day i was sent home because i fell asleep at the till. can you believe it. i just cant go on any more, not like this. and yesterday i just lost it and started crying. i feel so low and dont know what to do anymore. i need the surport of my partner but it looks like thats not going to happen.
in a fit of rage and annoyounce with the family i said i would quit doing nights if they cant let me get 8 hours sleep, as i need it now more then ever, what with me preg, then im not working. simple.
i dont think he believed me, because when he woke up at 11.30 last night and i was still at home he started to go off on one. why are you not at work, you cant quit, bla bla bla.. money money money.
it seems the money i bring in each month is more important then mine and the baby's health. what should i do? im so confused.
Honey i know things are very stressful right now, especially these days financially everyone is in a bind and stressed out about it. So maybe thats why your husband comes off so callous sometimes, its not that he doesnt care, its just that he wants to see his family secure. And if your kids are of age to get jobs then they should. If not then thats a different story i guess. But as you get bigger in the belly your going to have to take leave from your job either way. Just take it easy at work as much as possible, they have to understand that its important for you. If you need anything you know where im at. ♥ Happy Mothers Day
White Spirit04:06 AM GMT